I'm so new to all this so i'm just going to play by the rules. We'll see how it goes that way.
God spoke to me today. Not that he doesn't but just that today was about something bad. Something i didn't want to hear. I was thinking about it yesterday but it was just one on the list of excuses i had to get out of something, then today ahna told me about some stuff about her boyfriend and she showed me this book, it's "God's little instruction book for women" she said my mom wanted to throw it out but she kept all the self-help-God-books, you know, like this one. So i was like oh okay. And i took it and i did the random page flip thing and DAMMNNN, i hate it when i do that because honestly it works for me. Sometimes. I don't advise it but i do it. Ahhhh i don't know how to deal with it.
Okay i had a really weird feeling yesterday. I just really felt like crying, so i stayed downstairs to watch grey's anatomy till 11 then i went up and gervais told me i am sam's a sad show. I tried to find it but i couldn't find it so i was like.. then i watched gossip girl but i couldn't watch it till the end because of fear of a sad ending. which is kinda contradictory to my feelings. So i was like what? but.. i dunno!
Sorry today's post is pretty badly written. I'm going for tennis now. I'll add in yesterday's post when i get back.
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